3 AM, t-shirt and shorts, a small fire by the lake. Life couldn't be any better in times like these. Surrounded by friends, your head resting on my shoulder. With a cold beer in my hand I try to imitate the rhythm of your breathing. I would trade everything for a warm summer night.
Hot smoke and black coffee coursing through my body like a snake, slowly choking its prey. The priest's been dead for a long time now, no longer preaching lies upon his high horse. The snow never burned so hot on my skin as I set fire to the bridges that connect my island to the … Continue reading Bridges
With blurry eyes you're looking at the epmtiness in front of you. You try to make sense out of your situation but it feels like you're lost in a dream. Your house is on fire and you're painting the walls. This is fine. Just like you expected it to be. An empty heart doesn't have … Continue reading Message in a Bottle
Carefree for once. No longer lost, no longer on the way to the end. Solitude, once so frightening, soothing now. A dim shimmer of hope, a single spark in the night, tiny, almost invisible. It will burn like a forest fire when the day comes. The darkness still surrounds me but I can see a … Continue reading Sweet Illusion
"What do you think of the moon?" she asked. "That's a weird question," I said. "I know. But the answers are very interesting." "Alright then," I began, "I think he's a spineless bitch." She stared at me for a second. Then she laughed heartily. "Did you seriously just call the moon a bitch?" she asked, … Continue reading I Need You
It might sound crazy but I miss being sad. For half a year I have felt like absolute shit. Now I have a girlfriend, I'm going through a major change in my life and I am genuinely happy. Like, there's absolutely nothing for me to feel sad about at the moment. You might think now … Continue reading A Nasty Thing Called Happiness