I know you can see straight into my mind. And when you do, you should mostly see yourself, Maybe a hint of self-pity, maybe a beer every now and then. Maybe you see me planning my next outfit because I've developed an unhealthy sense of fashion. But above all, there's you, Sometimes a bit unclear, … Continue reading Always
Forgive me for the things I've done, I can't turn back time. Forgive me for the words I've said, I can't take them back. Forgive me for who I am, I can't change that.
Yes, I'm fucked up. Yes, I'm crying on my way home. Again. And yes, I'm invested, you know that I am. I hate myself for being so weak. I hate myself for giving in. I don't know why I'm crying. I'm alright, I'll get home okay, thank you. That's what I tell the strangers who … Continue reading Cry
I'm ready to break down the walls I have built around myself. I'm ready to give in, completely and without a doubt on my mind. Jealousy was a friend of mine, not so long ago, now look at me. I'm telling myself not to worry, and somehow it works. I'm telling myself to just be … Continue reading I‘m Ready
Sometimes I just want to shout at the world and tell it to go fuck itself. Othertimes all I want is to be heard without actually saying anything. I can deal with the pain but not with the rage that comes hand in hand with it. I hate the aching feeling of having to break … Continue reading Hate
I'm soaring through the clouds, but there's concrete on my feet, constantly dragging me down. I'm happy like I can't remember I ever was, but there's a nagging thought in my head, constantly reminding me of reality. I'm feeling like I've finally found the way, but there's so many crossroads, constantly getting me off track … Continue reading Yes, but…
I don't need your big words and fancy sentences. I don't need your quotations of famous poets and people alike. I don't need the meticulous and the scrutinizing. I don't need your elaborate, instantaneous rivers of fearsome excuses. I don't need it to make sense all the time. All I need are tiny, meaningful truths.