Forgive me for the things I've done, I can't turn back time. Forgive me for the words I've said, I can't take them back. Forgive me for who I am, I can't change that.
Yes, I'm fucked up. Yes, I'm crying on my way home. Again. And yes, I'm invested, you know that I am. I hate myself for being so weak. I hate myself for giving in. I don't know why I'm crying. I'm alright, I'll get home okay, thank you. That's what I tell the strangers who … Continue reading Cry
I'm ready to break down the walls I have built around myself. I'm ready to give in, completely and without a doubt on my mind. Jealousy was a friend of mine, not so long ago, now look at me. I'm telling myself not to worry, and somehow it works. I'm telling myself to just be … Continue reading I‘m Ready
Sometimes I just want to shout at the world and tell it to go fuck itself. Othertimes all I want is to be heard without actually saying anything. I can deal with the pain but not with the rage that comes hand in hand with it. I hate the aching feeling of having to break … Continue reading Hate
I'm soaring through the clouds, but there's concrete on my feet, constantly dragging me down. I'm happy like I can't remember I ever was, but there's a nagging thought in my head, constantly reminding me of reality. I'm feeling like I've finally found the way, but there's so many crossroads, constantly getting me off track … Continue reading Yes, but…
I don't need your big words and fancy sentences. I don't need your quotations of famous poets and people alike. I don't need the meticulous and the scrutinizing. I don't need your elaborate, instantaneous rivers of fearsome excuses. I don't need it to make sense all the time. All I need are tiny, meaningful truths.
Dance with me tonight, we'll let the music take the lead. Don't worry about stepping on my feet, because as we sink into the tune our legs start moving on their own. Thoughtlessly we swing around the room like Beauty and the Beast. Now turn, turn, and once again, until you almost lose your balance. … Continue reading Like There‘s No Tomorrow