I'm not liking myself very much these days. Why? Maybe because I really do enjoy the self-pity. Maybe because I favor a hint of misery in my happiness. Or maybe just because it's easier to be the center of attention when you're miserable. I know myself quite well, I've had to spend a lot of … Continue reading

I'm not liking myself very much these days. Why? Maybe because I really do enjoy the self-pity. Maybe because I favor a hint of misery in my happiness. Or maybe just because it's easier to be the center of attention when you're miserable. I know myself quite well, I've had to spend a lot of … Continue reading

Let the frayed strings rip in my hands. I'm not sure if can hold on much longer. All my life I've been searching for reasons to be unhappy, and god knows I've found my share. So I'll take one for the pain. And two to forget. Three shots down, I probably should've known better. They … Continue reading

you smell nice like mandarins and new beginnings I smell of cigarettes and adventure I leave a bitter taste in your mouth the menthol's only use is hiding the truth from the world here we go again facing the bittersweet melancholy of reality

and as we watch the world burn we reminisce the past and contemplate the future as everything goes up in flames we hold on to each other we are alone together and no one is going to take that away

No matter how happy I am, Misery is my constant company. I don't want to feel like this, And I wish that I could change. But I don't believe people are really able to change who they are. We all simply waste away In unnecessary pain and fear. And maybe that's okay.