Maybe it’s easier to just let all the madness pull me in.
Maybe I should just stop trying,
Stop hoping for something that will never happen,
Stop looking at something that isn’t real.
But in spite of all the ups and downs, all the confusion and tears, I’m not tired of fighting.
I’m not ready to give up yet,
I won’t cut my losses before I have tried everything.
Because this time, all the pain is worth something.
I can’t lose what I don’t have.